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Bad Faith

by Husk

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1.
Obsolete 04:33
Time, just give it time It's not a game, it's not a wish, this is my life Seeing in the distance All the things I know and love But all of that is not worth your bluff Leaving in an instant Hang it up slam the door It's not a dream anymore But I'm gone Gave up on the past The days were never ending and night went by too fast Driving home on our own The feelings and thoughts about never being home So give me time I'm giving it up All my past mistakes Even loving memories To chase something that's bigger than just me Set flame to what I have To carve my own path Break all that I've had To carve my own It's been years since I've been back where I came from But I don't care I'd do it all for another shot I put my back up to a wall I dug my heels into the ground Grinding my teeth, clenching my jaw And pushed until I felt it fall Confidence is wearing thin Burning up in the atmosphere Unprepared for what this would bring The world would leave me without a care Just give it time Just give me time.
2.
Watcher 04:50
Watcher Keep sitting idly by See me throw away my time Run around Throw yourself out Take regrets as learning curves on bodies and the rambling mind that's ever-changing I'm never changing Robotic personality Automatic mind Defeat reality End your suffering Higher boundaries, step outside me I believe in nothing Watcher Keep sitting idly by See me throw away my time My dreams Are filled with lies And I can't hide my shallow disguise Monotone and my eyes are still bleeding Monochrome all the colors are leaving And I’m stuck here where I've always been Losing myself but finding who I am There's two souls inside of me Sometimes I don't know which one to feed Calloused hands frozen cold The grand illusion is loss of control.
3.
Dust accumulating In my head feels like maybe This room is all I'll ever know The world is fading Hands are shaking Sink with the undertow So close to caving The room is shrinking I know what you'll never know Burning midnight oil just to keep warm Hearing voices in the soil saying “let it burn, let it burn” Footsteps echo And I'm comatose I can't hear anything but the sound of your voice Won't be anyone's trophy Tying thread around my fingertips Remind myself this is all I get Water so soft I can taste the salt I'll pretend it's all my fault When you fall asleep I swear I lose my mind Your eyelids shut I'm lost without your eyes.
4.
Satin Rose 04:26
God's been asking me what's behind my back I've been staying here cause I can't fallback On somebody else There's nobody else I've been trading coins for complacency I fall asleep but I never dream Of somebody else There's somebody else If I touched your wounds Would I feel it too? Such luck Never been so fleeting Told myself That I need this Burning eyes Everything inside Do the birds ever tire of the songs they sing? I wanna know before I'm in too deep Do you understand? You can't understand Watched the hairs turn grey on my father's head Spider-webbing veins on the backs of my hands He's somebody else Now summer turns to fall And they see all my faults But can you blame them?
5.
Sonder 04:00
Does the sound just dissipate Does it turn into anything Are my words only here today? Or will this melody flood your dreams? I wanna be permanent The world's gonna hear my thoughts Want this to mean something What I am more than what I'm not. If the waves don't carry my mind away from here I hope at least they take me away from all your fear Seeing everything Scared of what it all could mean What if I was blind? Can't see what I'm creating Would I want to know? Has this gone too far? What I wanted for so long Turned to ashes in my hands Taking over everything Will I find out at the end That this is how it all should be With everybody in my life In the dirt beneath my feet Paint the scene with shades of red The thoughts of stains on the ceiling of the shadows that danced around the bed Dream standing awake What should I have done All the passing faces, communication And the places I should've run Does it mean anything? To anyone but me? I make myself bleed, For you to feel something.
6.
Boundaries 01:06
Sometimes I still remember the smell Of the baseboards in Dylan's bedroom Blankets kept the cold at bay Incense drifted through the air ‘Only Boundaries’ spinning on vinyl We listened until the end Till the silence put us back to sleep I just want to go back to sleep.
7.
Heavy Eyes 03:03
Locked me out Sat longingly So here I am with a broken key Filled my cup with pathetic excuses And your lies grew over me I should've known back then Pull the covers away as they tear in the midst of me Said with heavy eyes from the loss of who I used to be Is this still me? I put my heart on my sleeve For it to be put back right where it used to be Felt the touch of an empty stare Sat in comfort of what wasn't there Turned her back to see a different shade Felt the burn of an empty stare Sat in comfort of what wasn't there Turned her back and saw a different shade As if we were polar Everytime you turn your back on me it pulls me closer Two steps in front of me Somewhere I'll never be Seeing objectively My flawed history Mazes in my mind Falling asleep to the sound of my voice again Never got it quite right Out of mind, out of sight I should've known back then.
8.
What have I done to my own blood Can't overcome Self delusion Will I ever escape my selfish ways? I'm waking up to total control Where have I gone? Or was I never really here? Potential’s not easy to see Not in the eyes of a man like me Want me to be something I don't follow your father's beliefs You know I hate to leave But it won't hurt in a couple weeks Tired eyes from late nights From skipping stones and blowing smoke I wanna come home Potential’s not easy to see Not in the eyes of a man like me They tell me I'm nothing They don't give me an option You know I hate to leave But it won't hurt in a couple weeks What have I done? Where have gone? Is it too late? I can't get enough Seeking the numb.
9.
Tourniquet 01:47
Stuck in my mind and holding on to what's left of it Singing new words but none of the pieces seem to fit Say that I'm numb and claim that I can't feel a thing Blend in Slip beneath myself and let my head be free again Blend in My grip on me won't hold Unsure of the words once they're passed your lips But aware of the damage.
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111 00:44
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Grow 05:03
Withered daisy I fall apart Where do I float Where do I go from here? I don't know How do I leave behind a mountain of doubt buzzing in my brain How to I annihilate the feeling that I've caused so much pain What does it mean to be the happiest version of me that I could be? How do I see myself as I would anybody else? Should've just turned around Time's not on your side And you know there's no way out Everything's been going on for too long And forgiveness only runs so far Winter and weakening Will you sit here with me and talk about how I used to be? And all the things that I've seen Screaming my lungs out Why can't you hear me? Can't find any comfort in the right place Feel like my mother’s one disgrace Maybe I'm looking for all the answers in the wrong way I'm sorry for not coming clean You should've just turned around Mistakes planting seeds of doubt You should've just turned around Time's not on your side And you know there's no way out Somehow you keep on lying to yourself Who am I to throw stones, what do I know? I'm the one who never grows

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released April 3, 2020

Artwork by Morgan Vanderhart
Engineered and Mastered by Jordan DiSorbo at Glass Arrow Audio

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